OK, so as far as Moi....I must apologize for my absence....I was pummeled by the worst flu I've ever had for the past week. Today is the first day since Sunday that I was able to get out of bed for more than 5 minutes at a time. I literally had to take breaks walking down one flight of stairs, thats how nasty this bug was. I must say, as I was laying in bed all I could think about were the poor people in the world who struggle with illness on a daily basis, as excruciating as my legs/back aches were with this flu (and I'm an athlete, I have a pretty high tolerance for pain), it was still just the flu....I could only imagine what poor, ill people struggle with, again, on a daily basis. So that lead me to feeling extremely grateful for my health and ability to exercise, and move around and diet and follow meal plans as I desire. Often in the hustle and bustle of "life" I tend to take for granted the little blessings. With that said, I am soooo happy to be in the recuperation phase of this horrible bug!
As far as fasting....I've had ZERO appetite since I've been sick. I did however, sip on Gatorade to avoid serious dehydration, Theraflu to ease the aches and pains, and eat the odd piece of dry toast or orzo to ease the nausea.....so although I was barely eating and had no desire to, I didn't go a full 24 hours without any calories.
Today I was well enough to go back to work and the nausea has subsided, but the appetite is still completely gone...I didn't feel like eating anything while at work in fear that my tummy couldn't handle it yet. Honestly, it didn't phase me, I wasn't a bit hungry (If only THAT side effect would last!!). I started to feel sick again (run down and icky...NOT hungry) around 3. I ate when I got home from work but got full very quickly. I made sure to make nutritious food choices, veggie soup, a couple of bites of turkey breast, and some fruit salad sprinkled w/ a few nuts to try to get in vitamins and EFA's, unfortunately, my fish oil is at work, or I would have had it instead!!
Interestingly, while I was sick, my brother made a comment that my face looked very "sucked out," I explained that I was very dehydrated and I hadn't eaten more than a slice of dry toast and some pastina in a couple of days. My brother is very versed in health/fitness/nutrition and one of the most intelligent people I know. With out a second of hesitation, he said "wow, your poor metabolism, you must be wreaking havoc by not eating, its probably SHOT." Isn't it SO interesting how we all just believe(d) and preach(ed) things day in and day out just because we read the same "fact" over and over again. I didn't have energy to continue the conversation.
Anyhooo...I'm not a huge fan of New Year's resolutions but I really would like to try to break myself of my sugar fixation. I'm going to try really hard to avoid eating sugar (that does not include fruit) on the weekdays. For now, I'm going to try to save "treats" (refined sugar) for the weekends. If I have to tighten that up later, I will. and of course, nothing is set in stone, if I have something special going I am not going to be overly restricting, but its a goal I'd like to work towards. My diet isn't horrible, but there is certainly room for improvements without overdoing it (burning myself out) as I have in the past. I really want to focus on that and break myself of my mindless sugar habit.
Oh I'm down to 132 from being sick. I'm sure its gonna go back up to the 134-136 mark where i've been hovering shortly. I'm starting to look a little "soft" I have to get my circuit training back to par and my cardio next week when I am 100%. And I've had my share of bugs in 07.....2008 will be a well year for me
